So, yes awhile has passed since I posted. I'm still bucking and dragging my feet about updating myself from email to the modern form of communication... "blogging." I wish someone had come up with a better word for it... so, though I am under the very word which I dislike, I will no longer use it in my POSTS. It will not be uttered in font or out of my mouth, so long as I can help it.
Anyway, one reason I've been rebelling against the information age is because I feel very much inferior to the generation which I scold (and desperately wish I was NOT affiliated with), but because of their ease and innate skill at the technological world... I am green with envy.
That being said... maybe eventually (soon) I can move on.
I've done what I can to "pretend" to know what I'm doing with this online posting-bit... and if I've failed... I will simply go back to what I DO know. Email. None of this "do you have a MySpace? Live-Book? Face-Journal?" whatever, nonsense! I don't know how much more of it I can handle!
I feel outdated. And it's not a pleasant feeling. MY OWN GRANDMOTHER has a live-post account! And she checks it, and updates it regularly! She's better at emailing than I am!
Grrr...!
(Closing eyes, breathing deep) I'm over it...!
Anyway, for now this will have to do, because I'm STILL inspirationally constipated!
Like the new look? I had a mostly relaxing day, besides crimson-tide surfing >_<+
I guess I just can't stand being lumped in with the 'normies.' I don't want to do anything someone else's way... for it to be worth anything it has to be original, and totally from me. I hate that I ever was...
Following the crowd seems to be the path of least resistance these days, and lately I've been a Laziness-Nazi to myself, and putting major guilt trips on myself to keep from being who I used to be; lazy. I have been unable to enjoy any day off on account of my own self. I can't remember the last time I gave myself any slack for it.
I try to fill my days with things to do to keep from feeling unproductive... and when I take a break for any reasonn I feel horrible that I'm wasting my time...! This probably sounds like a condition for which I should seek help, des'nee?
I've spent today updating a webpage that doesn't exist in the tangible world, and sleeping through the pain of being a woman!
Some blog.
O-yasumi'.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
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